I graduate in less than 24 hours.
The reality of that sentence hasn’t hit me yet.
In less than 24 hours I will be a Butler University alumnae.
In less than 24 hours I will have a degree in music education.
In less than 24 hours I will start packing up my belonging to leave the city I’ve called home these past four years.
It’s all very bitter sweet.
I think it’s impossible to truly express how grateful I am for Butler University. When I first arrived to campus it was just my University, but as I’m preparing to depart I realized that this place is so much more than that. These past four years have been filled with so much growth. I was pushed out of my comfort zone and forced to try new things. I was surrounded by people that challenged my point of view and encouraged to think critically. I fell in love with music education.
These past four years have stretched and shaped me.
When I was in marching band I learned that I’m resilient because when things got hard I didn’t run away.
When I joined my sorority my sisters taught me how to be bold and confident.
When I was a Bible Study leader I learned how to be a better listener and that I am happiest when I am close to Christ.
When I studied abroad I learned that taking risks pays off (most of the time).
And, when I student taught I learned how to follow my instincts.
When I reflect on my time at Butler is becomes evident that all my experiences lead me and prepared me for the World Race. All the lessons I learned and skills I developed slowly prepared my heart for what this next year will bring. I know this because four years ago I would have never been able to confidently say yes to the World Race.
Thank you Butler for helping me grow into a daughter who is eager to spread Christ’s love.
It’s strange being in this limbo for the next 24 (ish) hours. I’m at the end of one chapter and just about to start the next one. There’s a part of me that wants to cling on to the last pages of this chapter because I am sad that my time at Butler is coming to an end. However, there is also a part of me that is so excited for the next chapter and to begin the World Race.
I’m both happy and sad. And, I think that’s okay.
xoxo
claudzilla
I remember so well that bittersweet feeling of closing one chapter of your life to begin a new one. It is absolutely necessary to grieve what you lost to fully embrace this new chapter. When the World Race is over, you, once again, will experience the bittersweet of ending that, to start another chapter in your life. It is definitely ok to be sad and to have mixed feelings about it!